When dreams fall apart - Get up and fight ! You're Alive!

Failure is a part of life. I know this line sounds disturbing and you resent it as much as I do but I won't erase back these words. We need to accept it, learn it for future reference and love it so much that it chokes.

Nobody likes to fail at things. Whether it’s an exam or something like a bet with a kid. You want to nail it the best way. I'm sure many of us even day dream about the impossible looking success stories. Who doesn't. It's what keeps us moving. It's what keeps us motivated and go on in this cruel unpredictable world.  Now imagine, all your motivation was taken away by one swift strike of failure. The positivity that is naturally instilled in us simply disappears, it evaporates out of your body. You're an educated person , young maybe or maybe not but quite the person who had the absolute certainty at some point in his/her life that yeaaah! I would become somebody or do something big in life. You believed it so much that even your family began to expect something big out of you. Like you're destined to do great things. So you grow up fast, plan your life well , educate yourself well , do everything upto Par but then nonsense happens. 

You're not there yet. In fact as every dawn approaches, you're quite sure you're a big failure in both the worlds. And you're going to die just like that. An ordinary person. 

How do you move on well with it then? Would it not choke you each day each night ? I find myself very disturbed when my life is imbalanced at any point and I can't stop being sad inside. The result? That sadness begins to dull me more. Because it is based on factual details. That I have failed-- when I least expected or wished it. 

Enough of this drama! I say. It's time to make a punching bag out of sorrows and hit it hard. Just smash it with your might.

You're Alive!

Say you’re alive! You're not dead. Lord Almighty is watching over you.  Strive well. Fight! Fight with the negativity like hell and never stop.

God is Love-ing :)

One of the Names of God is Al-Wadood,meaning "The Loving ".Christians people say God is Love. and yes he is,but here in Islam,it is making it Continuous.and by making it a Continuous tense "Allah is Love-ing". it is telling Allah doesn't love you once or twice or several times and then hates you.Now .He will always Love you.Now Question is How does Allah Love us ?

1. Forgiving.
 if you make a statement to some one "I Love You" you just dont say it "Hey i just met you and im in Love with you" you first prove your self, do something for your Love. And the most difficult thing to do is "Forgive".If you love someone and that some one makes a mistake,what do you do ? you forgive.In same way Allah is not just making a claim he is Loving,he 1st says "Im the Forgiving one " .

"And He is the Forgiving, the Loving" (Quran, 85:14).

So Allah tells 1st he forgives,and it is most difficult to forgive and then after forgiving ,loving right after it.And even forgiving has a limit.If some one comes and breaks your window for no reason you may find it hard but you will think ok i forgive,but what will you do if that person breaks your window again ? will you still forgive this person and love him the same? i don't think so i have to say the two letter word here.But Allah is the most forgiving.and the bet to be forgiven by him is simple ,seek Repentance( make a Tauba). and the deal here is amazing.If you seek forgiveness,not will he forgive your sins,but will turn your bad deeds into Good deeds.Such a bonus offer till your death.

God loves us more than the love of 70 moms.And thats the reason a scholar of islam once said" i rather have God as my judge than my parents".


2.Grieve is a blessing.
 You know the grieve and suffering we face is also a sign of his love ? To explain this ,lets take the example of the Devil,he is made from Fire and will be put in fire as a punishment. A bigger fire can kill the lighter fire. As a pep talk during workout they say "Kill the pain with the pain " In same way a grieve can kill the grieve.Allah made us and he knew how our grieves can be killed.

"So Allah repaid you with distress upon distress so you would not grieve for that which had escaped you"3:153(a verse about battle of uhud,where Companions were given the greater distress,the rumors of Martyr of Prophet Mohammad S.A.W )

3.Bounties of Allah 

It is his Love that right now I am writing this post and you are reading it.and say thanks to him for blessing of eyes through which you can see and read.If we love some one ,he give them gifts,and if that person doesn't say you thanks for the gift,will you still buy gifts?Imagine how much you are blessed with.you will be like im blessed ? what are you kidding? I do not have iphone,i do not have a swimming pool,and my mother is in hospital,and blah blah ! but imagine what if the next day you wake up with the only things for which thanked God.And then we will start counting,Thank God for eye sight,for tongue,for ears,for health,for Mom and Dad,for letting me breath,and your day will be gone just by thanking Allah but the list of his gifts will not end and you will forget to say thank for somethings,and next day you will not be given those,and it will go on like this.So Lets thanks Allah for not taking away those things from us for which we never thanked him for and thank Allah more for giving us those things which we thanked for , at some point.

Thank You Allah for everything. :)

The love of Umar r.a

At the Battle of Uhud, Prophet Mohammad S.A.W got injured and was hit on cheek bone,and lost his two teeth. He, Mohammad S.A.W fell Unconscious.

During this incident, the rumors were spread out that Prophet Mohammad S.A.W got Martyr. Upon hearing this,His Companion Umar R.A went in distress and throw away his sword and sat on ground thinking that Prophet of Allah  no longer exists,so its useless to fight now,for whom i should fight now?and on this act of Umar R.A the Following verses were Revealed.

"Muhammad is not but a messenger. [Other] messengers have passed on before him. So if he was to die or be killed, would you turn back on your heels [to unbelief]? And he who turns back on his heels will never harm Allah at all; but Allah will reward the grateful." 3:144 

Later on after the incident of battle of Uhud When Prophet Mohammad S.A.W passed away and the news of Demise of Prophet Mohammad S.A.W reached to Umar R.A,He took his sword and said that i will detach the head of the person who says Prophet Mohammad S.A.W is Dead.He couldn't enter the home of Mohammad S.A.W to check if he is alive or dead.So Abu Bakr Siddique R.A went in bedroom of Mohammad S.A.W and confirmed the death of Mohammad S.A.W.

When Abu Bakr Siddiqe R.A came out of the Room of Mohammad S.A.W... he said the above Verses of Surah Al-Imran to Calm down Umar R.A.

He calmed down eventually but tears welled up in his eyes when the realization hit him.. Prophet Muhammad, peace be upon him was no longer with him in this dunya. He had to accept Allah's will. 

...Muhammad is not but a messenger. [Other] messengers have passed on before him. So if he was to die or be killed, would you turn back on your heels [to unbelief]? And he who turns back on his heels will never harm Allah at all; but Allah will reward the grateful...

Team "Me and Nana "

We call our maternal Grandfather "Nana" and my Nana has some great Qualities.He is very old,i wont tell you age,But he has a sea of knowledge Masha Allah.He has knowledge about Chemistry,Physics,Biology,Economics,Arabic,English,Farsi,Urdu,Punjabi,Maths and list goes on and on.When he is in mood,he will share his knowledge with you.Day before yesterday when i visited him.He started talking on "Tauheed (to believe,there is no God but Allah) " and then he was telling me things and i was noting them down in my cell phone.And he told me a Punjabi Poem about God.

      Jay Rab Milda

Jey Rab Milda Nahata Tohteya

Milda Machiyan Daddowan

(If God was found by doing ablution/Bath,

Fishes and Frogs would be Saints)

Jey Rab Milda Namazan Parhiya

Milda Molviyan,Chotiyan Motiyan khotiyan

(If God was to find by those who offer salat,

The imam of Masjid,fake Saints would have him)

Bhulleya Rab unha nu milda

Jenna di nijtaan Sachiyan

(Bhulleh Shah,Only those Find God/Allah

who are true in heart )

Note:Its a punjabi Poem by Baba Bulleh shah,im not good at punjabi,my Nana spoke every verse of it thrice to me and then translated it.So special thanks to Team "Me and Nana"

This Decision vs That Decision

I feel like my heart is quite heavy and wants to sit down for awhile somewhere, where it's nice and quiet. Calm and not crowded.

Where there are absolutely no pressures.

I was supposed to be prepared by now for something. But I am not. Instead I have stopped being productive and I'm giving my heart reasons to shut down. Get a heart failure. Die. Or slowly fade away.

Should I avail this attempt? or Should I wait more and prepare for next attempt? Should I even take this plunge ?

I am having so many heart aches and so many blurry decisions.But then again, If Allah wills, I will be able to pass this test any day of my life. The only condition is. That I appear for the test prepared.
Yeah. Like the quote goes. Trust in Allah but tie your camel.

I wont be regretting or cursing myself then. I won't be hurting inside with stress then.

I must do istikhara...

May Allah help me and everyone who's going through same trouble. This decision vs that decision.

To Athiets with Love Part 2

9.In Surah Al-Asar(Chapter 103) 1^st verse “(I swear) by the Time, (1) Man is in a state of loss indeed,(2)“ I study Electrical engineering and every thing that I see in Modeling involving differential equation, involves a independent variable called “Time “ .Every equation in Physics has time in it.Velocity,acceleration,Current,Voltage,Power,Force and almost every equation,every law that I have studied in physics involves a Independent variable time. 

10. If they ask you what does “Quran says about stars “ an Athesit also asked me this question and that time I didn’t  think about Stars in Quran,I searched and there are 13 places in Quran which stalks about stars,but uptill now I have studied 2. 

a.In Surah At-Tariq starting verse “I swear by the sky and by the Night-Comer,__ (1) And what can make you know what is the night comer?(2) It is the piercing star –(3)”

 b. Surah An-Najm (Chapter 53) 1^st verse “By the star when it descends,” it is a very strong verse,im not a astronomist,and now because of this verse I want to study or if some one knows about stars can explain what does it mean by this verse . or either Science hasent advance now at this stage to explain this.

Logical Proof .

Well they believe in science,Still they will not Belief with all the clear proofs that how all this scientific things are explained in Quran 1400 years ago.So talk to them in their own language. Just explain them,Everything in this world comes from a creator,nothing creates it self ,nothing comes into existence automatically,there will always be a creator.A car doesn’t build by it self.a House doesn’t come automatically,A mobile didn’t come by itself and list goes on.They say no One created the earth,science tells this it comes from a Big bang theory .Quran explains this too,but ok you say Big bang theory was the reason for the Universe but who made it happen ? big bang theory didnit occur automatically, and They donot belief in scriptures and the 1^st human being Prophet Adam A.S,they will say man came from the monkey.So ask them ok man came from monkey but Monkey didn’t come by it self.there must be a 1^st monkey, or a group of monkeys but they did not come by it self? Everything needs a Force .Didnt you study Newton laws of motion ? “F=MA” . To move a thing,or to intend to move it force is required.Big bang theory didnit occur by Itself, there was a Force who made it occur. Hooks Law ,explains the energy stored in a spring “ H=-FX “ it involves a Force.

      The circular motion of everything Involves a “centripetal Force “. The free falling objects has a Force of gravity on them as G=9.81 m/sec2. The Columbs law,the Gravtional law of earth and everything you study involves a Force.A current which I study daily “Electrical engineering” ,comes from a Moving electron.But a electron doesn’t move by it self.A Force is required to move it and it is called “Voltage /Potential Difference “ . A capacitor stores Electrical energy if it is placed in a electrical field by the equation “Q=CV “ so voltage ,force is required there too. Inductor that stores the magnetic energy requires the Force . And the List goes on. 

You can also Explain ALLAH from the laws of “Conversation of Energy and Conversation of Mass”  Which says “Energy can neither be created nor be destroyed but can be transformed into other forms” and so is Mass” It can neither be creator nor be destroyed during a chemical reaction “ the 1^st law of chemistry.And just like these laws ,”ALLAH can neither be created nor be Destroyed “ there was nothing before ALLAH(God) and no one can destroy him.

Once a Friend said Muslims and Athesit have just a slight difference which makes the Big difference.Athesit says “there is No God” and a Muslim says “There is no God but ALLAH “ .

Athesit is like a Ostrich.If a Ostrich sees a Lion or a Danger it closes its eyes or puts it heads into the ground,but closing eyes doesn’t mean the lion or danger has gone.It is there right there.So if you donot Belief with all the clear Proofs of Existence of “ALLAH “ closing of your eyes doesn’t mean there was no God. 

The one who can grant you Wish

We heard tales,Superstitions, myths and we believe in them.We have faith in them.If we see Aladdin,and will spend our lives in finding a magic lamp in which Genie is caged,free him,so he can grant us three wishes.Some will sell their souls  to devil,some will do black magic,some will go to palmist because he knows future.See some one making a wish while watching a shooting star,will spend the rest of life staring out the sky for shooting star.

And on the other hand,We have Allah (Meaning =who is worshiped ) /God .

Who can grant you everything,who can listen to your wishes and can grant you wishes not just 3,as many as you want,and has already given you so much.

"And if you should count the favours of Allah,You could not enumerate them " Quran 16:18.

And yet we will not thank him,not worship him.Try to find magic lamp that can grant us 3 wishes while Allah says
 "  I respond to the invocation of the supplicant when he calls upon Me" 2:186

"Call upon me,i will answer you" (Sura Al-Mu'min, No.40, verse 60).

Will go to palmist and Soothsayer to know our future,But wont go to Allah ,who has created us and our future and who has the authority to change our fate.And to ask him a wish ,you don't need a shooting star or some superstition,you can ask him for wish any time ,any where,Because he neither sleeps nor forgets.He will instantly respond to you,if that wish is good for you,He loves you more than your mom,and he knows what is best and what is bad for you.And he loves your patience,if you are going through some hard time in life,it is to bring you closer to him,and if you have lost something or some one,just bear patience  because
"Indeed what is to come will be better for you than what has gone by " 93:4  

Prayers are the strongest weapon of the believer,if you have a wish just make it with sincere heart,with tears in eye ,you can even make it right here right now.

May Allah guide us and grant us our good wishes .
Ameen :)