Thursday, 2 January 2014


Dear God

I call upon you tonight with your most beautiful name. Love.
my friend my Master.. I cannot explain in words the pain , the dilemma, the regret , the madness the dark frightening chaos am carrying in my heart right now.!!!! and its driving me even more mad more towards that edge where I don't wanna go ..... I want to cry I want to yell I want to ruin myself I want to end myself I wanna drown myself to pure myself ... to be new again. To be with YOU again

Do You hear me? HEAR ME... please hear me.
i wanna be new again......

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